Its been a long day, busy with friends all day then went to work out with another friend. Wasn't bad, went for a long walk around their rather hilly neighbourhood. For being a chubby chick, I'm rather proud that I beat them up every hill and wasn't winded.
Its been a long several months and I've not posted much about whats been going on.
I was put on effexor for depression, migraines, and anxiety. That was a flaming disaster. I got all the weird side effects. I was shaking like none other, didn't sleep for two days... Then stopped taking it all together. My gp has me on sprintex, a birth control, instead with the hopes that this will even out my hormones and maybe calm the panic attacks, that's the ultimate goal. As of right now, my hormones are still trying to settle so I'm waiting it out. Might take a few months...
I'm still not sleeping well, but that's almost normal these days. Nights... whatever. I'm really on edge, urgy too. I seriously want to injure and know that I shouldn't as well as having no real reason to. That's a real problem for me, to want to injure without having a real cause. Its a bit scary, a lot frustrating.
