I'm not sure how I'm feeling today. Its like I'm trying to stay in once place in a crowd and getting pushed in a direction that I don't want. Ever been out to sea and had the ocean start to pull you farther from shore? Relentlessly drawing you to the vastness of an ocean and a world much larger then yourself? I'm not sure why I'm feeling like this. Maybe I just need more coffee... or less. I'm not really sure.