This morning was hard for me, but then this whole week has been one big kick in the teeth. This morning, I burned in an attempt to calm down. I was shaking and could barely get the match lit. I went to my therapist and told her that I had to cancel my appointments for now. I have no money to spare to pay her. For now, this is the last time that I will see her.
I seriously have about $600 to last me, and it won't last long. I swear the whole damned thing feels like some cosmic joke! I finally get the guts to seek help for my problems and now I cannot go because I don't have the money. I don't like this joke, move on to the next one. I'm hunting for a job, I'm doing my part...
Honestly, I'm scared. I'm twenty-seven years old and almost on the streets. I'm just not willing to deal with this. I have no choice of course. None whatsoever.
I'm glad that my blog has helped, i hope tht you get the chance to experience the magic i have. things souns really hard right now, i hope it somehow eases up for you soon.
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