Awake

Its 0430 and I'm wide awake. My beautiful, lovely niece is awake and the cause of my lack of sleep. She is two and a half and now under the care of her grandparents. Her parents should have broken her of the bottle a year ago, but no! We have to endure her fit-throwing. This child started crying at 0200.

I have a shift at 1000 this morning, full eight hours. I am so screwed. Yesterday was just complete bollocks and today doesn't look too hot either. To clarify, I will be working on three hours sleep. No one should have to be at a job they hate with so little sleep to endure. To day is also a holiday, American Independence Day. Big whoop-dee-doo apparently. People blasting off their semi-legal miniature bombs and having a gay old time of it. I don't celebrate holidays so this means nothing to me. Work will serve some horrid version of a barbeque, of which I shan't partake.

This is just shaping up to be a fabulous day. Rather be sleeping. I hope its not like yesterday, which I managed to bruise my wrist from banging it all day. The crap I had to deal with was just too much! The management seems to want me to be a supervisor, yet they do not pay me a sufficient amount to make this possible. I need a better job. I hate this one.