Anxiety

I feel anxious. Its all I can do to type this evening. My hands are shaking, I have a headache and my feet are wanting to move. My system is just not wanting to calm down. I'm bouncy! Damn it! I'm edgy. I was fine a few hours ago, now I just want to take some of the edge off. Isn't that what junkies say, "Just little taste, man, gotta take the edge off, man..." Feel like a junkie. I want to cut or burn, burn being the "drug" of choice at the moment.

God, I want to... so damn bad right now. Worst part is that I don't even know what's wrong, or why I'm feeling this way. If I use a tool then I can take the edge off and I can sleep easier. As it is, I'll finish my movie then head off to bed and hope for the best. If I can't sleep then I'll go from there.

This is getting tiresome. Anxiety attacks, not quite full blown panic, but there all the same.