I'm tired. Exhausted. Fed up. I'm numb, and that troubles me. I've had one hell of a day. Came home and did the one thing I fought all day not to, injure. Couldn't stop shaking! I feel bad for injuring, but damned if the desired effect wasn't there. I'm calmer in the mind, but now emotionally and physically numb.
Probably going to finish this episode of CSI:NY then hit the sack. I can't --no, I don't want to stay awake any longer. I want to escape in sleep, but fear the dreams.
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