Its been a week since the last post. Today, I'm feeling pretty much the same. I'm exhausted after falling asleep after midnight and waking at 5.30am this morning. My tummy is rumbling, but I have zero desire to eat. I have to copy all my music to my computer again. I tried doing it a fast way, using the flash drive to transfer the music. But guess who didn't know that you need to save this to a separate file as well? Yep... me!
Now I'm pissed at myself for being stupid. I'm also mad at Mum for giving me step by freaking step instructions on how to make spaghetti sauce! I've only been making the same recipe for about 20 years.
I have therapy in a couple hours and just want to scream. I feel like I'm crawling out of my skin, I need to harm. Its like a damned drug in my veins. I just really want to injure... I'll try to hold off for a while. Talk to Doc.
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